M-ichelle

2010-04-20T09:00:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!
I'm back from posting again! (:

Is been a long time since i last post. 2 week got bah? Hmmm.. Nothing much to post. Actually, is getting some soft of lazy to post la. Haha! Cause everyday also soo busy. Seriously, 24 hour per day is really not enought for me. Why can't just change to 48 hour per day? Eh, but not extent for studying la. Haha! (: Did't went to school today again, woke up late cause my house phone keep ringing but i just close the door and continue my sleeping. Haha! Sighs, have to go see doctor and take mc for today again. Wonder doctor still will remenber me not hor? LOL. Waiting for baby call now, poor little baby leg injured. So careless!

Gym with Minyee and her baby yestheday @ Hougang Siwmming Complex. Wahhhh! Damn many muscles man siaaaa!! Big muscles with ang gong ( tattoo ) with it, ma jiang ah beng loh! Started our workout at 4.20pm and ended at 6.45pm then went for our showering. Shiock ley, that gym got hot water but the water like ma jiang one drop one drop slowly come down de loh. So irritating! After showering, back home with Minyee and her baby. Saw baby at downstair waiting for me, it since like he waited for a long time already. Lift up and halfway want to walk down the stair, saw the two crazy one ( Minyee & her baby ) climbing up the stair from 1 floor to 13 floor. Ask her why and she replied the lift spoilt, hmmm.. But i just take lift up only ley?.. LOL. Gonna to go pack some stuff now! (:

Baby.. This will be the only last chance i will give you. I would forgive you the next time if you do all those nonsense again to me. Nobody can tahan their own boyfriend to be a liar. Understand? I won't take your promise this time, i will only take your prove. Prove it to me that i really can trust you, if not you can just kindly fuck off from my life. Seriously, is this what you called ' serious & stable relationship '? If that the case, i must well we don't be together cause really hurt me alot. After last chance, everything is over get it baby? So please, don't let me disappoited again can? I love you baby.

2010-04-02T12:25:00.003+08:00

Tired of telling, tired of caring, tired of worrying. Once again, i fall on to your trap. Your apology and whatsoever was all fake! Why you keep break your promise again and again? Why can't you just stop all your nonsense and be a good boyfriend? It's that really so difficult for you? I had already stop all my nonsense but why can't you stop too? Don't tell me you're use to it, don't tell me you can't change your bad habit. If that the case, i will also tell you the same thing. I had not yet change my bad habit of seeing guys, i had already use to it. Is that what you want? You told me to believe you, you told me to trust you again but now? I know that i can't trust your word anymore, everything was a LIE! Starting from now, i won't care for your feeling anymore since you also did't. I'll follow what you did to me. In that case, you then will know how is my feeling! I'll let you try it!

2010-03-29T19:27:00.003+08:00

Just one word for today.

TIRED!

My heart is getting tired. Having high blood pressure. Enought of family. Enought of boyfriend. Leaving this house one day. I don't want to stay at this house anymore. Giving myself some break. Not going to care anyone feeling anymore. I get nothing in the end but hurts.

2010-03-29T01:39:00.005+08:00

Morning had fever. Went to bed at 5am after waking my baby up for his work. Sleep for 13hour today, damn shiock! From 5am to 6pm. Prepared and bus-ed down to baby work place. Stupid 88 and86 let me waited for nearly 30min, make me late for meeting baby. Off to baby house after that. Waited for him to have his shower and car down to buy baby brother dinner for him den down to had Teow Chew Porridge for our dinner @ Kovan. After dinner, car down to Yishun Bridge to find Ee Jun& Hui Wen. Had some problem with baby half way of our conversation. Quarrel and back home. Don't wanna to say so much about him anymore. No use at all la, he won't change because of me anyway so no point saying much.

Notice something about what he did on the internet but i won't tell him nor waste the effort to go ask him anymore. I will just do what he did to me from now on. You see girl, i see boy, you flirt, i flirt, you won't think about my feeling, i also won't think about your feeling. Just what you did, i did back. If one day you found out that why i betray you, think you will know the reason why i will did all this. Because it's all you teach me, i just learnt from it only. Once third chance is given, i won't give another chance. I'll just do back the same thing to you. It's all by your own choice. What i see, don't tally with what you promised me.

All i want is someone to cherish & dote me

2010-03-25T04:47:00.003+08:00

Had fever yestheday morning. Sooo uncomfortable, feeling suck! Throat pain, head pain, giddy. Feel like calling ambulance, Haha! Text baby and tell him but he that piggy sleep until don't even know his phone is ringing. Idiot. Turn here and there but just could't sleep at all. I don't know why this few day i keep thinking of my baby so much. Miss him so much so much so much. His face keep just suddenly appear in my mind, my eye. Just like now while i writing this post, i still think of baby. Maybe i should go make one lens that got my baby picture on it. Hahaha. Got to go watch some video to make me awake, thinking should i go school today?

It's be the third day i have not went for school. Don't feel like going at all, nobody understand that fear of going to my that bloody school. Fuck the counseller! Kill her one day! For that past three year going to school is really very fun. But seriously, this year is the most suck year. Being stayed back every single day till 5pm or plus under the sun without any fun, don't you'll feel too unreasonable?! Really sick and tired of all her stupid nonsense and idea. She's the most suck people i ever since in this world (!!!)

2010-03-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

First day of school, but did't went. Could't sleep at night till 8am after watch ' Down With Love ' then starting to get very very tired. Slept till 6pm, awake and prepared my stuff then bus down to baby worked place to wait for him to knock off. Waited for 30min. Meanwhile, log in facebook and look. Freaking irriating! My facebook got problem. Don't know what happen, added other people automatically. 60 new friend, but all not i added one. Stupid right? Gonna to delete my account already. Hehe, baby say he also delete his account and then we together go create one account. After baby knock off, went down to Night Concert @ Serangoon together with Eugene. Waited for Ee Jun and Hui Wen at the near by coffee shop for nearly 30min but still never come. So off to Yishun Bridge to wait for them. Chip chat-ed awhile and back home.

Baby loves you so much. You're the only one that i everyday meet also won't get any bored at all. You're my only boy in my heart. Muacks!

2010-03-22T00:01:00.003+08:00

Early morning at 5am, went for bai bai @ Chua Chu Kang. All relative came down for " Qing Ming Jie '. At 7am, left to pray for my second sister and our grandfather and grandmother @ Old Hollen Link. All relative off down to have our breakfast after praying @ Sixth Avenue, the prawn noodle shop. Back home and take my stuff then bus-ed down to baby house to see him. Miss him la. Haha. Slept at baby house while he's working. 7pm, awake. Prepared my stuff and bus down to baby worked place. Sent a aunty back home and car-ed down to Yishun bridge to find Hui Wen, Ee Jun, Eugene, Celine& Dennis ( Ee Jun friend ). 11.45pm, home sweet home (:

Suck the feeling i feel just now. I'm not angry, but just have an very suck feeling. I want to trust my baby, but i don't know how am i going to trust. Maybe because i don't trust myself can let him stay by myside for so long. I did't want to think so much, but i just can't control. Baby don't ever let go of my hand. Hold on tighty. I'll never let your hand off from my hand. I love you, forever.

2010-03-21T01:08:00.003+08:00

Super cold today. Freezing right now. Staying at baby house since yestheday, sleep the whole day till 6.30pm then awake. Went take bus to Jalan Kayu at 9pm to find baby. Back to baby house again, waiting for him to bathed. Off down to 682 24hour coffee shop to buy our dinner. Meet -up with Hui wen& Ee Jun @ Yishun bridge and had our dinner there. Chip chat-ed and stuff. 12.30am, home sweet home (:

Baby, promise me. Never ever ever leave me. I want you to stay with me forever, for life. No matter what reason or whatsoever, don't leave me. I need you more than anyone else. You changed me, you took away my heart, you make me crazy over you, you make me think of you every single day, single hour. You, are my life. Without you, i might not be that ' me ' anymore. I might just lost control on myself. Lost everything. Baby you're my everything. Promise me okays?

2010-03-19T08:30:00.000+08:00

Baby came to fetch me at 6pm after his work. Off down to Night Concept at Serangoon to put another stupid light at baby van. Stupid ass, keep putting lights. One day his van will surly become light shop loh. Went baby house waiting for him to finish his shower and off to Yishun bridge for some chat and stuff. Chip chat-ed with Hui Wen a lot while baby and Hui Wen boyfriend ( Ee Jun ) is making baby stupid van. Eugene and Celine came and brought us durian to eat. So good uhs?. 11.30pm, back home. Minyee suddenly text me asking me to go our house downstair for some chat& i went down. Clara was there also. Chip chat-ed for quite a long time. Haha, so many many funny thing la. All talk-ed nonsense! Lol. 3.30am, home sweet home.

Out of a sudden when i already dreaming for my lala land, Minyee text me asking me to go for a run with her cause something happen to her la. Skip skip :x Scare she alone anyhow think so went together with her. Job from our house to hougang park and take a rest. Had an heart to heart talk-ed with Minyee. Feel that me and her is almost the same. Sighs. 6.45am, Job back home from hougang park. I'm getting veryyy tired right now. Gonna to have a good rest (:

Baby, i'm sorry that i did't listen to you that i will go back early. Anyway, my mother also haben home yet. Nobody at home, how am i going to sleep or be at home. I'm hate being alone at home. So even if i went back early i also won't sleep what. I'm sorry, i did't mean it.

2010-03-18T15:03:00.011+08:00

Me to you bear, very expensive :D

MY FAVOURITE BEAR FOR LIFE!

Brought at City Plaza

Blue & Red

Here're photo taken yestheday with Limin at City Plaza shopping& my birthday present that baby brought for me on my birthday but was lazy to upload yestheday:x Haha. 2pm baby call-ed me and wake me up, actually i still wanted to sleep till 4pm then wake up. Mummy called me and brought me food. Had my bread for lunched cause not hungry at all. Fuck the weather! Actaully wanted to go down baby work place to find him but now.. could't go. Needed wait for him to come fetch me. Stupid rain keep rain and stop, rain and stop. Can you make up your mind? Want rain then rain, if stop then don't START again! Keep making me happy! Idiot. Gonna go had my shower now. Update again tonight (:

Miss you badly, my baby :x

2010-03-17T23:56:00.010+08:00

Meet up with Limin at 12pm but end up 2.30pm then meet till her cause both were over slept. Damn freaking long did't went shopping with that siaocharbo liao, she still haben change her partner. Lol. Shop-ed at City Plaza. So many many cloth and stuff. Brought a shirt, trim my eye brow, hair colour extension and more. I extened 2bunch of blue colour& Limin extened 4bunch of red colour. ( Super ahlian, but we're good girl ). So many thing i wants to buy but not enough money. Idiot. Really gonna to find jobs liao. No choice. I needed money for shopping! Lauched at Kfc just opsite the shopping mall. Halfway walking to Kfc, i then notice that Limin rebonded her hair! Ohmygod, i'm so slow, so retarted:x She already rebonded for week, i think?. Hahaha, who carreeees! Smoke, chip chat-ed and back to City Plaza for some walked again.

Afterward, Limin went to work and i went to find Jialing at her house downstair waiting for baby to come. Knn, freaking suey! My slipper spoilt! Luckily Jialing lent me her slipper to wear back. Thank Ling, will return you soon. Car-ed down to baby house waiting for him to have his shower and watch televison together with baby. The show is damn funny! Jialing text me and say that she at sengkang 238 just near by my baby house and asked me to go down find her slack slack awhile. Anyway just near by& have nothing to do at baby house so went loh?. Long time did't see Squad le, he still the same la. So joker, so funny. Slack halfway Shanqi, Jingyan and Joram came. Sit-ed down and chat. 11pm, home sweet home.

Photo taken with Limin, but i'm too lazy too upload. Will upload tomorrow when i'm awake. Sorry uh, Limin. Tomorrow den take from my blog (:

2010-03-16T18:24:00.005+08:00

Sucha a unlucky day today. Fever in the monrning, muscles ache, leg itchy, leg no strength. Idiot. What else next? Did nothing but sleep at home. Totally lazy like pig. Even take my handphone just right on top of me also lazy. Lol. 6.30pm, baby came to fetch me to have our dinner@ East Coast Park. Idiot, saw red cross people. Damn it, luckily there very dark they'll can't see me. Hahaha! After dinner, went down to Yishun bridge together with Ee Jun& Hui Wen. Playing mahjong at bridge. Hahaha! 11.30pm, home sweet home. Gonna to call-ed my baby now. Post tomorrow (:

I did't want to quarrel with you. Is you start it first. I just wanted to talk-ed to you properly but you just walk-ed away without saying a single word. & I did't lie to you at all, believe or not it's up to you. You said that we must have no secret that why i den tell you how i feel. If like that you also want show me stupid attitude den think next time don't needa to say so much already.

2010-03-16T05:10:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEXY EUGENE SEE! (:

Engeue learning in process..

All i cut one ley. Not bad right? (:
Engeue very sad, no prawn :D
Stupid baby very lazy!!
Bait!

Early morning at 6am, went for a morning run at my house nearby park. 7am, back home to take my stuff and change slipper den take bus down to baby house. Stand outside his house like idiot waiting for his mother to help me open the door cause no key and i knock the door for so long but nobody open the door for me ( knock too soft ). Sleep at baby house till 5.30pm in the evening. Watch television, waiting for baby to back home from his work-ed. Keep watch television till baby father is back and car-ed down to my house to take Eugeue birthday present den down to Pasamalum at Serangoon North to buy Twist Potato, Octopus, Salmon Pizza to Yishun dam to eat.

Eugene and Celine came after that, chip chat-ed awhile and off down to Farmway@ Paris Ris for prawning again. Three hour of prawning. Realy freaking damn pissed off! Stupid mosquito really feel like killing all of you! Bites me nine times! Now my whole leg is mosquito bites. Really getting to hate going there now. Hate the mosquito over there. Stupid stupid stupid! Mosquito, don't let me caught you, if not i will cut you all into piece. Half way when prawning, Eugene and Celine went to brought Macdonald to eat. Then Anne and her friend came awhile and went back. At 2.15am, back home. Washing my leg and put medicine on it. So itchy ): Having fever right now. My mother say is because of those mosquito bites. Idiot. Gonna to change my blogskin today.

I'm sorry if i'm too sensitive. But thats me. You can say i'm unreasonable. But still, thats me. Did't you notice since the day you know her, you were really that close to her? There's a limit. If you were me, you can confirm that you won't misunderstand anything at all? It's since like i everyday also will heard until her name. Up to you la, if you think it's normal den normal loh. If one day, i mean if, i have the same with you now, don't you dare to blame me!

2010-03-14T13:07:00.004+08:00

I'm still so freaking tired right now. Maybe is did't sleep really well this few day(s) bah. Played online games to keep myself awake. Today baby worked till 4pm only. So good, then can accompany me (: Just back from baby house and brought maggie mee Lor Mee favour ( my favourite maggie favour ). Siting down in front of my computer doing nothing. Waiting for my baby calls. I'm damn freaking bored. Wanted to sleep, but scare later could't wake up. Gonna to play my online games right now. Update my post tonight :x

Hui wen say want to go Bangkok on 30June to 2July. Asking me along. Still wondering should i join? $120 only, everything also add on sia. My mother don't know allow a not ley. Hope so la.

2010-03-11T01:24:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY BABY! (:

LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP!

Not much picture today. Cause no time for photograph recently. Poor baby sick again. Did't went for school, so went to hougang poly clinic to see doctor with baby. Doctor ask me to go see x-ray tomorrow morning because i keep coughing. Idiot, i then don't want! After doctor, car-ed down to Farmway@ Paris Ris for prawning together with Ee Jun& Hui Wen. At first they luckily got alot of prawn, but in the end all sit down there doing nothing cause prawn all sleeping. Stupid, wasted time at there. Stupid baby at first say prawn for one hour den go back home eat his medicine. Liar loh! Still say until like so confirm like that. Go die la :x

Freaking pissed off, i kena bite by mosquito SEVEN time! Soo ITCHY right now! Ten time go prawning, ten time kene bite by mosquito. Next time i go there really need to wear just like mummy already. Use toliet paper wrap my whole baby. Lol. Prawn until 11pm and off down to Jalan Kayu to have our supper. Supper only for baby la, he that hungry pig. Can one day eat five meal. KINGKONG!

2010-03-09T01:38:00.007+08:00

My dream Carebear birthday cake (:

Muackss!!

I love my baby

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE LEE ( me )! (:

Baby, thanks for what you've done for me (: So sweet of you. This's my best birthday i ever had. &&&& also not forgetting you guys, Ee Jun, Hui Wen, Darrel, Eugene, Celine& Anne. Thanks guys lots! Really have a lots fun today. Ohya, and also thanks for all the gift. Never thought that you'll were so that super good (:

Slept till 1.30pm, prepared my stuff and waited for baby to come fetch me. Went to compass point for some walked& shop. Brought Shusi. Off down to Punggol End to relax and also waiting time to past. 5pm, back to my house. Watch the scary video, ' In memory of Junko, The Girl Who Went through 44 days of Torture ' together with mummy. Only facebook have, you guys should watch it.

Eric& my sister came. All car-ed down to Chinatown to have our dinner at there. 8.45pm, down to Yishun dam. 10pm, cut my Carebear cake. Did't wanted to eat cause really freaking damn cute! Haha, but still eat la. Taken some photographs but all with Eugene. Needa to take from him. Chip chat-ed& stuff and home sweet home.

2010-03-05T18:44:00.004+08:00

Nothing much today la. It's a boring day :x Awake at 2pm. Stay at home whole day to watch Next stop, Happiness till 9pm and off to take bus-ed to find my baby. Again, did't went for school, could't wake up on time. This week is the worst week. Five day of school but i just went for one day(s).

2010-03-01T15:14:00.021+08:00

28 February 2010,

Awake at 12pm and off to 686 to find my baby. Attented baby avante club malay weeding. Fucking lots car! Car-ed down to Kallang afterward and have our lunch at Burger King. At first all action say don't want eat, very full but in the end all order till the table is full! And of cause the same goes to me la (: Lol. At around 5pm, Off to baby house and rest. Stupid baby watch his ' dou nu yao bu yao ' and i nothing to do, so sleep loh. 8.30pm, baby brought mee goreng at Jalan Kayu and went down to Yishun Dam to meet-up with Hui Wen and Eejun. Chip chat-ed& stuff.

home sweet home afterward (:

. . . ♥ . . .

Baby is Pokka drink model wors!
@ Kallang w/ Avante Club people

Gigi piggy!
@ Baby house

Stupid face!
Shot Gigi sleeping!
Cute uh?
Day dreaming uh?!
(:

Baby muacks! (:
Idiot baby act sleeping while taking photo.
Hehe!

Gigi (:

My Carebear grow hair!

Bullying my Carebear!

. . . .

27 Febuary 2010,

Went Far East to look out for a job and also to find Joey. Chip chat-ed with her awhile den Karen came. Off to find baby at 7pm. Went down to seragoon to attent my da jie younger son birthday. Taken ang bao but only one and also not much ): Afterward, back home to change and meet-up with Eejun and Hui wen for prawing at farmway. Half way when parwing, Eugene and Celine ( His girlfriend ) join us too. Car-ed down to Rivervale Plaza Macdonald to have supper. Back home at around 5am. Superrr damn tired -.-

. . . ♥ . . .

Eugene, Celine, baby, Hui Wen, Eejun
&Me ( Taking Photo )
@ Farmway Prawing

Prawning in triangle shape

Don't know who the hell idea is this.
Haha!

Engene learnting how to caught prawn.

PRAWN!

Shot baby!

Prawn bait.

Eejun& Hui Wen

Joey, Michelle& Karen
@ Fareast Plaza

Joey& Michelle
Unlimt-ed photo

Karen& Michelle

Never-ending dispointment

2010-02-25T14:30:00.004+08:00

So long did't update my blog wih picture already.
Here are some photo taken long time ago,
But did not have the time to upload.
(:

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I'm sorry to make you so feel uncomfortable,
but i really don't know how am i going to trust you.
Seriously,
I really don't know which of your words
is ture and is a lies.
I'm really sorry.
But i just can't control myself not to suspend you.

Lost Trust

2010-02-20T13:14:00.005+08:00

I'm reallyy SORRY baby.
I feel that i have lost my trust on you.
Bad feeling keep coming,
negative thing keep going
thought my mind.
I'm enough of quarrel's.
I won't quarrel with you anymore.

Can't blame you of that,
cause i know i'm not a good girlfriend.
Promise broken.
How long more can i bear all this?
I don't know,
maybe i will give up at anytime.
I love you, will never change.
My feeling of hurt,
getting more and more.

You, Chong Jia Wei,
Step in my life and give me hope,
and also,
give me dispointment,
hope crust.
everything crush into pieces.

Tired, needed so rest.
no use of crying,
no point of saying much.
your ear will never open for me.
kept all to myself,
that all.

Hurt by love time after time,
believing that this one will be different,
and yet get hurt again.

Alone thinking thoguht the night,
maybe this is the only way
to stop our quarrel.

Maybe i'm too sensetive,
too easy to get jeaslous.
But all i wanted
is everything of you
that will only be mine.
Is that so difficlut?

Sighs, forget it.
going out with friend for some chat now.
Byee.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-02-16T02:19:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO GUYS!
HAPPY BIGBIGBIG NEW YEAR MANX!
ANG BAO DAY!

Haha.
new year, new life.
brend new start for me (:

Went bai nian with my baby today.
Fun? of couse luh!
Got ang bao take must be fun (:

Around 10.30pm after dinner
with baby family,
meet-up with Ee Jun& Hui Wen ( her girlfriend )
to catch-ed a movie at tampines.
Watched, Little Big Soldier.

Damn fucking funny like hell!!
Laught till stomach pain sia :-D
show ended at around 1am and home sweet home (:

2010-02-07T03:15:00.002+08:00

i feel soooo tiredddd of relationship.
i'm usless, stupid, idiot, hopeless*
i reallyy not strong enough to bear this relationship.
i don't know how am i going to contiue now.
i'm reallyy veryyyy sorry my forever baby.

promise me,
never ever leave me,
never ever throw me to other guy anymore.
will forever be together
no matter what happen okay?

you will never know
how much you have hurt me.
sometime really make me feel like giving up on you,
but everytime i saw you,
i know i could't,
i know i'm not that strong to do that.

but maybe, maybe one day i have to force myself to be strong.
i feel that i am really usless being as your girlfriends.
you say that you love me,
show it to me den.

michelle lee ♥ chong jia wei
never be apart.
forever together.

2010-02-07T02:15:00.003+08:00

I'm really really tired of relationship.
I really feel like ending everything,
forget about my love for you.

You said that you won't leave me,
you siad that we will be together FOREVER,
you promise me that you will love me FOREVER.

All is just a lie.
I fallen to your trap again.
you broke your promise again.
your word could't be counted.
I WON'T TRUST YOU AGAIN, ANYMORE!

You hurt me again and again!
love '?
by what you call ' fair and square ' ?
Love does't have what fair and square.
Only you wrong, i wrong or both.

I won't trust what stupid love anymore!
FUCK OFF LOVE!!
LOVE IS JUST A WORD THAT COULD'T BE COUNT!

your heart, was't with me.

2010-01-30T19:08:00.005+08:00

Alone at home now,
Out of a sudden,
alot thing went through my mind.
Her name, espically.
I don't know why i just can't stop thinking,
stop thinking of everything,
Stop thinking of the negative thing,
athought its over for few day.

Seriously,
i can't take it.
the first and second time
i force myself to forget everything.
force myself to just let it go..
but now, i can't.
sometime i ask myself,
can i give you up?
can i just pretend nothing happen?

I feel that i'm no different between a idiot.
if i never go see, i don't even know a single thing till now.
what if i anything also don't know den
do you intend to delete all the message
and hide from me forever?
Have you ever think
what if i'm the one doing all this to you?
what will you feel?

Please,
next time i don't care who or what
even if its just a small matter,
please tell me honestly.
i don wanna to be like a idiot
to ask you question and wait for your answer.
do you know how hurt that is?

i've said hundred million of time
WE MUST HAVE NO SECRETS.
I'm not angry,
but really veryyy disappointed of you.
i don't wanna argue about it.
just take it as if nothing happen.
enough is enough.
i'm not gonna argue because of this kind of thing anymore.

Once blog,
everything gonna to be fine.
don't wanna think about it anymore,
don't wanna to hurt myself anymore.
don't wanna to make myself like a idiot,
stupid, silly, foolish to do so much for you anymore.
i'm gonna be fine.
everything gonna to overrr now.

loveyou.

2010-01-27T14:10:00.001+08:00

Just woke up by baby )':
Sooooo tiirredddd mannnnx!
So long never sleep till so long ler.
Damn shiock :D

Later 7pm going down to
Jalan Kayu to see my dearest baby.

Baby to me
no one is more worthy den you.
I will never say that again okay?
Forgive me ):

I'm sick and tired of everything.

2010-01-26T01:18:00.009+08:00

Sighs sighs sighs.
Seriously,
this time i really don't know how
am i going to trust you again.
I think,
next time everything i will just keep
it to myself bah.

Since even though tell you also
no use, also no point.
You won't be listen den
what the point of saying?
I must well keep everything to myself right?
Like that den i also can prevent from quarreling.

I just want you to be happy, that all.

So, i will learn not to control you so much.
You will get your freedom soon or later.

In a relationship,
There's no fair and square.
Obviously one of them will get hurt.

Seriously,
I really want to ask you,
are you really serious with me?
Answer me honestly deep down your heart!
I want to know&
i need to know.

I have so many thing to ask you,
but should i ask?
Is there any reason for me to ask you?
Ask already will you know you're in wrong?
Will you change?

Haha, forget about it.

Really feel like ending my life here.
First, quarrel with family.
Then you.
What more? Friend?

Really really enough!!
I'm sick and tired of all the nonsence.
I don't want to care anymore.

Once again, you hurt me.
Once again, i fall in to the trap.
Just blame me for not good enough&
On my stupidness. idiotic. sillyness
to trust you so much.

I don't need empty promises.
&yes, i will be clever from now on.
Everything happened too fast.
Things are like speeding so quickly
till i have no time to think what's true.

I love you still.
But, i will be clever from now.

坚强的理由只是自己骗自己;
付出的一切值不值得, 永远不会有答案;
爱的深也伤的深. 而当你最后选择了逃避, 我学会不公平;

*在爱情里什么算公平?

2010-01-26T01:09:00.003+08:00

Went to school late today.
Reach class,
notice that tomorrow my class
is going for outing at raffle hotel
and will be staying over there.
Still wordening should i go or not?
Cause i having fever right now,
but feel like going ley.

Sighs (...)

Haiya, tomorrow wake up
den decied luh.
So ma fan!
So many event.
Camp liao den hotel.
Then next ley?
Chalet uh? Lol.

Okay, end here.
Gonna move to watch ' Hi my sweethear (: '

2010-01-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

Sighs sighs sighs.
Have no mood to post.
So many thing i wanna to know,
butbutbut (....)

Haish,
forget about it.
End here.
Gonna move on to facebook (:

2010-01-18T19:33:00.006+08:00

Cb, he is fucking handsome!!

Around 4.30pm,

meet up with Minyee.

Chip chat-ed

and back home to prepared my staff.

Went to Jalan Kayu to meet up with baby.

On the way to there,

Saw Joyce& Junhao at the same bus with me.

Talktalk awhile and off to find baby.

Down to Serangoon for my dinner.

After dinner, back home.

Ohmygod!

Why am i starting to think of negative thing?

Maybe i'm just afraid you will leave me bah?

STOP THINKING!!

Baby, forever don't leave me okay?

2010-01-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

The Spy Next Door

.

Down With Love
就想赖着你

2010-01-16T13:33:00.010+08:00

Ohmyfuck!

1week i did't post already.

Gonna to dead soon or later le.

Should post some picture up bah.

-------------------------------------------

Went for camp for 4day 3night.

First day of our camp its

really all half dead.

Butbut,

on the second onward,

everybody is damn hyper active!

They're like mad :D

I will never forget the

memories of 4t8.

Going to say goodbye

soon or later )':

Have some more picture

but was with teacher.

Will upload when i get from them (:

2010-01-09T19:09:00.006+08:00

海派甜心

Hi, my sweetheart!

2010-01-07T22:05:00.013+08:00

Staying at baby house yestheday.
Morning woke up and;
prepared my things ready for school.

Seriously,
i don't know how to walked to
school from his house. Just,
follow anybody i saw from
sengkang secondary.

Laught, hahahas (!)

After school,
baby fetch me and
off down to rivervale pizza
to cut his stupid hair.
Then back to his house to have shower.

Car down to cow car water ( chinatown )
with his parents.
Had our dinner over there.
Walk-ed around although
have nothing to see.

Afterward,
down to four horse road ( shi ma lu ).
And at around 9.30pm,
home sweet home (:

***********
You've taken away my heart

The light in your eyes,
as you stare into mine.
Just makes me see,
God's perfect design

The warmth of your hand,
the feel of your body,
moves something inside me;
something deep within (....)

Your feelings so gentle,
your love so sweet.
I feel this passion,
every time we meet.

And today I give
a promise to you
That my love will be;
Honest, Faithful, and True <3

2010-01-05T22:10:00.003+08:00

School finally reopen,
second day of school but my brain
still rottening in progress.
Maybe its too long did't study bah.
Whatever teacher say,
i just don't listen.
Did't bring this and that,

Sight (....)

Butbut do you think i will care?
Haha! Laught!
Butbutbut,
still have to pay attention in class luh
cause promise my stupid boyfriend le.
Today baby waited for me
outside my school den back to my house
and have a nap at my house.

My mommy cook-ed dinner,
so nice till i ate 2blow! Laught.
Okayokay,
gonna off computer and go for a showing le.

2009-12-31T12:03:00.002+08:00

My boyfriend and I,
Had this small argument,
And we didn't want to admit defeat,
So we both just get hurt;

And one day,I say (....)

Since we had come this far,
So let me end this fight,
Now, see clearly and read my lips,
Don't let it out from your sight.

Just wanted you to know,
That I never seriously like you,
No, not even once,
It's true, that's how I feel (...)

Another thing is that,
You've never once crossed my mind,
I know I sounded cold,
But it is indeed, not a lie (.....)

If one day, you had to leave,
And ask if i would cry,
I'll straight away give you a "NO",
And followed by a sigh.

If I were to pick,
Between my life and you,
I'll tell you, it'll be "my life",
Cause that's how i really feel.

By the time I reached here,
You broke down in tears,
You think I was lying,
For all these months.

Then I continued (........)

Indeed it is a fact,
That I never really like you,
Don't worry, my baby,
Cause "love", is what i actually do.

I really cant deny,
That you've never crossed my mind,
Cause the truth is,
That you're always kept inside.

If you were to leave,
And really wish that i would cry,
I'm sorry, i won't,
Cause' I'm not willing to say goodbye.

If I were to pick,
I definitely won't pick you,
Cause you "are" my life,
Believe me, it's true.

So this is how I truly feel,
And I hope that this fight can end,
I really want to be your lover,
Instead of your ordinary friend.

-END-

&Lastly,

*********
I LOVE YOU, BABY CHONG JIAWEI (:

2009-12-29T23:06:00.003+08:00

Seriously, everyday spent time with my baby really make me love him more and more. Day to night, whole day, together with him. Don't i feel bored? Nope, i don't. Butbut, only SWEET (:

YOU'RE MY SUNSHINE :D

2009-12-27T12:01:00.002+08:00

Baby, from now onward, i will trust you. So please, don't make me dispointed. Things that you promise me not to do, not to go, please do so. I don't want an empty promises, i don't like to keep suspect you all the time. I love you, always.

2009-12-26T11:55:00.008+08:00

Ohmygosh! My blog is getting dead soon or later. Gonna updated some photo tomorrow bah. Went out with baby to meet with his friends for movies on x'mas eve. First time in my life celebrate x'mas inside the cinema manx! Lols. After movie, back home.

Went hougang mall on 25dec to bought some staff and went to Jurong with baby parents for something den off down to Raffle Place to find baby friends at the high hotel. Ohmyfuckinggosh! Its really damn damn big, and seriously i did't know that singapore can actually be sucha a nice places. Taken some photo, but at baby phone. Will upload as soon as possible when i get it from him. Me and baby fallen asleep at there cause the bed its really fucking ass shiock, just lie down awhile only den i fall slepp. 3plus in the morning woke up and went Mostarfa for supper and back to baby house. Happy belated merry x'mas to all, i know its too late to say. Haha, dots.

Now at his house doing nothing. Could't even force ourself to sleep. Lols.
Baby, everybody have habit and same goes to me alright. If you can't accept my habit, den the only i can say is sorry. Why i can accept all your nonsense, your bad habit, but why you just could't? Forget it, no point saying so much, angry at you cause no matter what you will just close your ear.

2009-12-19T16:53:00.007+08:00

Photo taken on genting, just afew.

Baby
First whole hotel

Michelle's (:Kingkong's!

Piggy

Photo taken on 13dec

Xiuxiu unlimit-ed photo :D

Xiuxiu keep disturb my hamster -.-

Xiuxiu diao tang!

Sleeping in progress

2009-12-17T03:44:00.010+08:00

14 to 16december 2009 -

Hey i'm back from genting (: It's really fucking damn cold over there but very shiock! How i wish singapore also that cold weather loh, sighs. Me and baby went for shopping after mommy go in casino.The macdonald over there its like really fucking shit loh, everything also don't have. No curry sauce, no sweet& sour sauce, just only got bbq sauce.Suck loh! Then some more one meal of chicken nuggets only can take one bbq sauce, really like what the hell loh. 10.30pm, went back hotel sleep.

During midnight at around 2.30am, me and baby kena woke up by the two auntie's that keep start there car engine( keep snoring ). So noisy till we could't even sleep well. 3.45am, the two auntie's finally leave the hotel. We tried to sleep again but could't so went wash up and go down walk-ed walk-ed den follow by breakfast. 9am, went theme park and play all the game. So scary but shiock!

After playing, baby leg pain so went buy cream to redues his pain den up to hotel to rest awhile. Then go down for our lunch den up to hotel again and saw mommy just back from casino. Slept awhile and went eat dinner with mommy and co's. After dinner, book-ed the snow wrold ticket's together with mommy friends den off to shopping with baby to buy some cloths till the snow world time reach. Play-ed till 12plus, back hotel and sleep again.

Next morning 9am woke up and went find mommy for breakfast at the first world cafe. Finish breakfast and went for some more shopping before booking out the room. Brought this and that den back hotel to pack our cloths, staff. Went downstair for some food with mommy co's before going up the bus. Saw baby mommy over there when on bus. We going back singapore, his mommy came from singapore. Lols. Taken some photo with baby, but all with him. Will upload soon when i get it.

2009-12-14T03:36:00.001+08:00

Will not be updating for 3day. Genting(:

2009-12-12T04:26:00.004+08:00

风云2

Wake up at around 5.30pm and went prepared my staff till baby came fetch me. Car down to Downtown East to book Feng Yun2 movie ticket and off to Toa Payoh to eat our dinner and also to make his car things. Then sat off to Yishun to fetch his parents. Afterward, slack at Downtown East till 12.05am and went in watch movie till 2.30am and saw mons car at the carpark. Waited for him to finish his movie at around 2.40am den down to his house downstair for chip chat. 4.05am, home sweet home.

2009-12-11T17:44:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 2MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!

2009-12-07T06:34:00.008+08:00

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I miss you badly :(

2009-12-07T05:15:00.002+08:00

Chong Jiawei,

Thanks for all those memories you have given. I will never even forget. You're always that heartless to say those word without thinking of my feeling. Venting anger on me its really enough, i really hate when you push me away to any other guy. Yes, i admit that i really hate when you vent your bloody anger on me butbut what can i do? You are my boyfriend, thing that i can prevent from quarrels i will prevent but did you? You said before that you will try to keep our relationship last, its that true? Or was you just saying for fun? You make me love you so deep and now you wanted to throw me away? Sighs, takecare.

2009-12-07T02:09:00.012+08:00

♥ I love you

111009 <3

Slept till 4.45pm and wake up to prepared my staff to go baby house eat prawn. Off to wash car after our dinner den sat down to serangoon to have our supper. Baby saw his friend at there and chip chat-ed for awhile. At around 1am, home sweet home (:

2009-12-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

Actually planned to go baby house today but cause of my mummy sick so baby came to my house again. Did nothing but keep watching television and movies. At around 6pm, me and baby help my mummy to prepared dinner. After dinner, watch television awhile and baby went back home.

2009-11-26T11:59:00.002+08:00

24 November -
Went meet baby at Potong Pasir den off to turf club to take out everything from his van cause he want to change job already so need return the van. Have our dinner at there den off to Potong Pasir to return the van den cabbed down to my house to take my thing cause my mummy and sister not coming back so staying over at baby house.

25 November -
.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!
.
Early morning 9am wake baby up but he piggy don't want to wake up till 11am den wake up. Really more piggy den me! Went downstair 7-11 to buy our lunch. Bused down to Serangoon there for interview den back to baby house to rest till 8.30pm. Order-ed Macdonald delivery for our lunch and car-ed down to baby mummy working place to fetch her back home den off to farmway for prawning till 12.30am and home sweet home(:

2009-11-24T11:38:00.009+08:00

Day2 - 21 November 2009
Avante Club 3nd Anniversary

Cycling with baby at paris ris park

Scary uh? So big loh.

Eeyee!

Cute uh?

Day1 - 20 November 2009

Celebrating baby birthday

Baby cake.

Me and baby ( Taken by his mummy )

Hahas, cake all over baby!

Heyhey! I'm back from chalet! Hohohos, first time stay at chalet with baby for 3night. I will forever remenber those memories. Photo was taken from baby. Still have more photo but not with us. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BABY!! I LOVE YOU FOREVER (:

20November -

Many bad things happen to baby and its the first time seeing baby getting so angry and vent all his anger out. Skip skip.. Reach baby chalet at ' coasta sands ' and went to eat our lunch at nearby. Back to room and rest. 7pm, baby friends, relatives all came. Chip chat-ed with them till time for cut caked. Oh my fucking god! The cake is damn big loh. At around 12.30am, all people went off. Ohmygod! Baby sleeping pattern really can scare me to hell! And also what the hell keep wake me up a few time. Hahas, cannot say out uhbo later he scold me :D

21November -

Early morning i from 8am wake baby up till 9am. Pig right?! Went eat breakfast with baby den off to escape till 10.30am den went to ride bicycle. I only ride bicycle once at paris ris so baby bring me around the park to see those i never seen before. Back to room and have our shower den prepared staff for the Avante Club. Wahlao, so many people came for the Avante Club 3nd Anniversary sia! 80plus? 7pm, lucky draw time (: 11pm, all went off. Me and baby den off to Downtown to watch ' A Christmas Carol ' till 1am went back room and sleep.

22November -

Morning book out and cabbed to baby house to bath. Then to my house and prepared my staff to go town with my family. Baby piggy sleep at my house den my mother came back kena shock, hahas! 3.30pm, my sister boyfriend came to fetch us to far east. Shop till 6.30pm and car down to east coast to have our dinner with mummy friends. Back to my house after dinner to play with xiuxiu awhile den my sister boyfriend sent baby back home.

Baby, my love to you is really getting stronger. I just can't stop thinking off you. I love you to the max, i want you to be my forever. You were the first guy who met my family, step in my heart, create my life with all your faces, your voice, your love. I will never let you go. 111009 <3

2009-11-19T23:37:00.006+08:00

Pain man! Stupid baby!

Morning around 11pm, Limin called me and ask me to go down to see her at hospital cause she damn boring at there. So i went over loh. At around 4pm, Charles came. Chip chat-ed awhile and Limin family came den me and Charles went off to Sengkang.

Meet my baby at his house and waited for him to perpared his staff and off to woodland with his family to celebrate their ex-neihbour birthday. Idiot baby played with him till his watch make until my hand ( Look at the photo on top ). He that fucker! Tomorrow going baby 21st birthday chalet so have to sleep early and will not be posting for 3day :D

2009-11-17T22:39:00.003+08:00

Early morning around 9am, prepared my staff and go down to kk hospital to see Limin cause she don't know kena what HSP. Eat Macdonald with her. Awhile later, Lynn came also. Walked round the hospital den back to Limin ward.

She fall asleep after eating her medicine and left me and Lynn at there doing nothing but keep watching television, joks around. At around 7pm, baby came to see Limin and all of us went down to smoke including Limin.

When we were on the way to her ward, she suddenly cried very loud and keep called for pain. Seeing her tear and pain really make me remind of my pass away sister, was totally same as her, crying for pain. Feeling so uncomforable inside my heart but luckly still got my baby beside me to cheer me up. Thanks baby :D

9pm, me and baby went for our dinner and back home after that. Shall stop here, tomorrow still have to wake up early to go see Limin.

2009-11-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

Slept till around 4pm and went to prepared my staff and waited for baby to come. My house was playing mahjong and its really damn noisy!! Baby came to my house at around 6pm, slack inside my room and at 7.30pm we went down to da bao dinner up to eat.
Hahas, first time sit down on the floor eating chicken chop inside my room -.-"

Idiot baby keep disturb me when i eating, some more give me eat that stupid super sour Lemon! Fuck him luh, knn! After eating, check the 2012 movie ticket and its already full ): Then played ' The house of the dead 3 ' with baby at computer. Around 9.30pm, me and baby deciede to go farmway for prawning but its really very full too. Kns, den in the end we meet up with the Avante people for supper.

1.30am, homesweethome (:

2009-11-14T00:34:00.005+08:00

At around 6.30pm baby came up to my house after his worked cause i yestheday got fever and my head is damn heavy. Waited for me to prepared my things and car down to his house to wait for him to bath den Gigi keep smell me here and there cause got my dog smell, hahahas!

Sat down to watch television with baby till his father, brother and his brother girlfriend to came back den when down to Kallang to have our dinner at Macdonald. After that, down to meet up with all his Avante Club people at just nearby Macdonald. 11.30pm, baby sent me back home and now become xiuxiu keep smell me here and there, even i go toilet also follow and contiue to smell. What the hell?!

Hahahas, gonna make the two dog to meet up soon! Lols. Alright gonna to end here. Tomorrow going to watch 2012, damn excited manx!

Mistake can be forgiven?

2009-11-12T23:02:00.016+08:00

Alright, today have more to said. Don't fall asleep when reading! Limin came to my house to wake me up at around 12noon, i only prepared my staff at 1.30pm den off to her boyfriend house awhile. After that, she went for her worked at around 4.30pm and i went back home to sleep again till baby came to fetch me for dinner. Off to bugis to eat Lasak and have some shopping.

Baby, i know i'm always the one who start a quarrel with you cause everything i do was just wrong for you. If you feel tired you may say even thought i don't wish to hear. Cause sometime, i can feel you would't happy being with me. Maybe i'm nothing to you but just a girlfriend? I really don't wish to see you get angry everytime. I just want you to be happy. That all.

Baby, do you really love me? I don't know? At first i was just thinking, but after that message, really make me think more and more. Because of you, i had deleted all those contact that you don't like but have you? I don't know? When the day i saw all those message at your sent item, i really can't believe that you're doing this. Even it is just an entertainment, don't you think its too far?

I admit that i do things that you don't like its, but you do this kind of things more cb than what i did for everything. Have you even think before if i'm the one who sent this kind of thing? What will you do? You can say that its just entertain, but nobody knows its real or fake. That nights, every word of that message just simply flash through my mind again and again. I just could't get myself in to sleep.

Althought i said that its okay, but i just could't forget. Everyday just make me feel so scared and worried. Don't ask me why cause i also don't know at all. A strange feeling that all. In the beginning i admit that i only had some feeling for you but after all i found out that i'm truly love you. When you're angry of something else i don't mind that you force your anger at me, i don't mind whatevers you said when you're angry but i really mind when you said that i don't love you.

Baby, i really love you more than what you think. I promise, i will stop contact with guy but can you stop too? &&& Lastly, baby i'm really sorry. I will love you always :D

11Nov, ILOVEYOU >_<

2009-11-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

Happy one month anniversary with baby :]

Me and Gigi ( baby doggie )

After go back home, xiuxiu keep smell me.

Went find baby at his working place, think he did't know that i will so sudden go down his working place bah? Hahahas! Car down to baby house to wait for him to bath. Sighs, saw something that i should't see. Had some quarrel again :'(

After quarrels, off to chinatown to have our dinner den follow by some chees hotdog and tutu kueh. Baby really is kingkong loh. Can eat damn much manx! Car down to hougang 653 to meet Limin, her boyfriends and their friends. Slack awhile baby sent me back home.

2day more

2009-11-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

Meet up with baby at potong pasir and car down to his house to wait for him to shower. Car down to hougang kopishop to fetch my mother for dinner together. Went to Kovan to eat punggol nasi den off to Mostafa to buy teebi. Walked around here and there, buy here and there. Hahahas, baby pig sia brought alot teebi to eat. Around 10.30pm, baby sent me and my mother back home (:

3day more

2009-11-08T23:29:00.003+08:00

Watch this show with baby. Damn funny manx! :] Hahahas!!

4day more

2009-11-07T01:26:00.011+08:00

Michelle& Jiawei :D

Mr Chong!

Baby is ghost(:

Sleeping in progress >.<

Xiuxiu cute uh?

Meet up with baby at my house here to have our dinner. Car down to Kovan to buy our handphone pouch den sat down at car for awhile and off to baby house carpark to wait for his father to come back. Waited for awhile and all of a sudden i wanted to eat egg yolk, so car down to the nearest rivervale plaza to buy egg yolk.

I'm so lucky loh, left the last piece mann! After that, off to east coast to meet up with the Avante Club people, cos there having some celebration of someone birthday at there. Hahahahas! Birthday girl of cos kena cake on face luh, and so i did kena too. My face my hair >.<>baby fetch me back home.

5day more

2009-11-06T09:58:00.003+08:00

Halloween night to Night safari.
Overdue pictures steal from Anna! (:

6day more

2009-11-05T09:57:00.000+08:00

7day more

2009-11-04T16:52:00.007+08:00

Gigi cute? ( baby de dog )

Nothing much today luh, went meet baby in the evening around 7pm. Car down to amk and have our dinner and den have our cig den went walked around at amk hub. 10.30pm, back home.

Baby, one more week to our 1st anniversary.
I love you always :D

8day more :D

2009-11-03T22:59:00.012+08:00

Photo taken on 1 November 2009.
My boyfriend friends malay wedding car. Cool uh?
Still got model of the world sia ( 4th photo ) :D

Actually today meeting Limin at her house there at 12pm, but in the end i sleep till around 11am so in the end around 1.30pm den meet till her. Off to her house eat lunch. Then bused down to east coast there walked walked for awhile and meanwhile see got job mah.

4pm Lynn came, cos she wan to interview job at Limin working there. After interview, cabed down to Lynn house downstair to take her working stuff den Lynn and Limin cabed back to their working place and i bused down to baby house to find him.

Actually wanted to wait till baby come fetch me back, but miss baby so much :D What the hell! 1hour de journey ley. Sit till backside pain like shit. At baby house waited for him to perpared den car down to Kovan to have dinner. Slack, Chip-chatted and HomeSweetHome (:

Baby, i love you to the max!!

2009-10-30T01:25:00.013+08:00

Still have some more picture not with me,
Did't take Halloween picture cos don't dare :D
Will update those picture when i get it.

Today is HALLOWEEN day and went Night Safari with all tough camp student. What the hell! Raining damn heavily sia, den no choice only can sit there eat our buffer and walk around the area, cos all the animal hide already. Sighs! Luckily its Halloween day so having alots fun with all the Halloween workers there. Hahas!

Saw Singapore idol, FAIZAL ISA over there also. Fucking handsome manx!! After Night Safari, bused down to school and baby came to fetch me at school. Car down to eat roti prata. Ohmygod, i sure get fat man! Keep eating non-stop. 12plus, baby sent me back home.

2009-10-29T23:53:00.007+08:00

Nothing much today, went out with Limin to rivervale plaza eat breakfast den bused down to hougang mall to walked. Then went find baby at Potong pasir den car down to his house and waited for him to bathed. Car down to hougang mall again to eat our dinner. 10plus, home sweet home (:

2009-10-29T04:50:00.001+08:00

Sighs, could't get myself into sleep so came to post another again. Not going school tomorrow but meeting derrick to pass him the stupid form for teacher. Sighs, still wondering what will happen tomorrow. Can i still be happy without him by my side for tomorrow, maybe friday, sat, sun? Hope so luh.. Hope he could take good care of himself when i'm not around. Meeting Limin to go somewhere else tomorrow. Wondering is he asleep now? Althought i really damn pissed off, damn feel sickening just now, but i really don't know why all this only for awhile, only for a moment. Sighs. I just can't get angry of him. So boring, really nothing to do sia. Feel like sleeping but could't even close my eye. Damn it! Sighs, going find someone and talk liao.

Baby i'm really very sorry!!

2009-10-28T21:56:00.007+08:00

Lesson as per normal. Did nothing at class but only sleep. Wake up, smoke and went back sleep again. Keep doing the same things again and again till after school. Walked to rivervale buy cig with Joey and Yanpeng. Slack awhile and i went back home to sleep again. Till baby wake me up, went parpared and meet baby. Car down to East Coast eat. 10plus, went back home.

2009-10-25T03:26:00.003+08:00

Slept till around 4pm and baby called me to wake up. But still, slept another few min. Hahas! 5plus, went to parpared and baby came my house here to fetch me. Went hougang mall to eat Aijisen Japanese Restaurant for our dinner. After eating, went Timezone played awhile den car down to my house to take jackets cos going to watch ' Halloween 2 ' with baby and all his ' don't know what club ' friends. Car down to Downtown East to meet them. Slack and brought macdonald to go inside eat. 11.40pm watch till 1.30am. Slack again and home sweet home (:

So scary till i could't even get myself to sleep. Hahahas!

2009-10-24T01:10:00.013+08:00

Cute hor? ^.^

Okays, lets say about today. 3plus baby wake me up. Parpare all my staff and bused down to hougang mall take train. Then train down to Potong Pasir meet baby at his working place. Car down to baby house. Waited for him to bath. Then down to eat our dinner at upp serangoon. After eating, car down to Pasir Ris to see baby chalet on his birthday. Still wondering what to buy for baby birthday present :D Car down to downtown east to play Zone-X. 11.30pm, home sweet home (:

I really feel that pain of i'm going to lost you. First time i have this kind of feeling in my heart. Baby, i promise you, i will neber do it again anymore. I'm really scared of losting you. Baby, i will love you forever. Forever being with you without complaint.
You're mind!

2009-10-22T05:31:00.008+08:00

Just saw this photo suddenly inside my phone. Lols.

BORING BORING BORING!!
Could't get myself into sleep yet! Sighs, finish all my show already. Still waiting for ' 桃花小妹 '& ' 呼叫大明星 ' to show. Nothing else to do now.. Think my baby still having sweetdream uh? Burn some CD for baby. Cos listen his song till boring liao, hahas!

2009-10-22T00:35:00.001+08:00

Meet up with baby at his working place. First time went to Potong Pasir so very blurblur de. Hahas, after meeting baby, when to his house to wait for him to bath. Ohmy mama! His brother hair is double longer than mine manx! Set off to bishan to fetch Junxiang& Limin. Smoke awhile and set off to bukit timah eat prawn noodle. After eating, went to Kovan to play arcape again(: ' The house of dead 4 '. Fun manx!! 10plus, home sweet home:D

2009-10-20T16:28:00.005+08:00

Afternoon bused down to haig road to meet Limin. Stay at home really can become rotten. Ate Kfc with Limin( Siaocharbo ), her sister( Jiayi ) and Yanyan( Jialing baby ). But i only eat one Large fries cos later want accompany my baby to eat. 8plus, baby reach haig road and went eat Kfc again. Hahas. Cos got coupons mah.. After eating, went Kovan to play arcape. Lousy baby don know how to play bomberman!! Hahas, keep bom himself. Lols. Baby sent me home after arcape.

2009-10-18T23:33:00.005+08:00

Planned to go Truf Club eat steamboat with Junxiang, Limin, baby and me but cancel ): Blahblahblah and in the end decided to go bugis eat. Me and baby went bugis waited for the two SLOW KAI to reach. 7plus, went Liang Seah Street eat steamboat. So shiock man! Damn long neber eat steamboat liao. Hahas, blahblahblah.. Skip (: Junxiang& Baby really is two Kingkong loh! Both really can eat alot loh. Finally can eat till my favorites LALA! 4 of us, carry an heavy stomach back home. Haha. Shall post more pictured next time.

2009-10-18T01:48:00.013+08:00

Paiseh, too dark :D

Afternoon, Limin came to my house. Cos of something luh. Skipskip.. Meet baby at 4.30pm at my house downstair. Went down to bugis for updated. Walked here and there. Then went Mount Faber see here and there. Quarrel with baby again. Sighs. I really don wish to quarrel with you, but i'm really sorry baby. Went eat supper after that. Cheese with muchroom prata& Lime juice. After eating, sent Limin back& 12plus, home sweet home :D

2009-10-16T01:43:00.009+08:00

My baby

Sighs.. I spread my fever to baby. What the hell?! Afternoon went baby house to pull him go see doctor. But baby was hungry so went compass point eat our lunch first. Eat half way, Limin came. Then went see doctor with baby. Poor baby got swollen eye. Confirm is see girls see too much liao luh! ._." hehehes.. from 2plus see until 5plus. Kns! The doctor ask him go for an x-ray. Cos his stupid mouth say he cough for at lease 3month ago till now. Bodoh sia baby! Yestheday baby pay my medical fee today is my turn to pay. Hahas. After doctor, bused down to yck meet Limin Cos she waiting for her boyfriend to learn moto. From 3plus to 7plus. So me and baby went there to accompany her. 6plus, me and baby went potong pasir take his van. Back to yck after that. 9plus, went amk eat our dinner with Limin, Junxiang, me& baby.
10plus HOME SWEET HOME (:

Baby, get well soon(:

2009-10-14T23:11:00.004+08:00

Went meet Limin& Lynn at my house here. Then walked to 922 under block slack. Knn! Show flasher! CCB! Damn feel like vomit loh! Stand in front of us keep making his lan jiao! Kns, the balls damn big but the lan jiao as small as my finger loh. Call baby for help, but no use. Cos he working also cannot come down. 3 of us scared until like shit man!! Damn it. We still sit down there keep looking at him till he come nearest and nearest den we ran away. Lols. If he dare to walk toware me i confirm use knife to crop off his lan jiao let him forever cannot pcc! At last, when he walked away, we went back there to sit. 7plus went chomp chomp eat dinner with Limin, Junxiang& baby. Then went see doctor cos i'm so sicked ): And baby was so good to bring me go see 24hour doctor at night. $42.80 sia! Damn expensive! So sweet of him but i still quarrel with him. I feel so bad of him. Going eat my bitter medicine& sleep already.

Baby.. I'm really sorry to make you angry everytime, just because of my childish attitude. &althought you everytime show me your scary like lion de anger, but no matter what i still love you to the max!

2009-10-13T00:44:00.003+08:00

Exam preiod is per normal. 11.30am release. Bused down home to change. Half way on bus saw, Eddie, Edward, Clrenace, Yanpeng and more... Went mac eat with them. Same meal, Nuggets meal upsized drink greentea NO ICE! & MORE CURRY SAUCE! ._.". 3plus, back home. 4pm, went find Limin at her house there. I'm lose in no where. Lols. Go down wrong bus stop. Hahas! Actually planned to sleep but cos of sister.. Sighs. 7plus meet baby go eat our dinner. After dinner went find Limin again to slack. Stupid baby keep bully me loh!! Everyday also wan give my body something to bring back home. But hahahas, very fun luh. Going bathing already. Shall post next time.

Baby, why you always don't wan to trust me? Is trusting me so difficlut to you? I love you baby.

2009-10-10T01:58:00.007+08:00

Today is exam day.Morning went 115 meet Jialing.Go smoke and go in school together.First time late with no late form sia! Shiock!Cos exam mah bodoh! Hahas!First paper english P1 den Math P1 12.15pm, went meet Limin& Ling outside.Bused down to my house to change my home cloth.Then knn! Limin stand outside my house every 5min keep kpkb.Damn noise and irritating loh.Every 5min say ' Faster ley '. Wahlaooo eh!!After that, bused down to her house, hige road (Geylang) there.Stay at her house to play for awhile with yanyan.Then Jiawei came at around 8pm. Drive to east coast prawning to have fun.Knn, its damn hot over there sia. Why no air-con de uh? Hehes!! 11plus went back hougang to take some staffden to parkway eat mac cos stupid Limin hungry. After sent Limin back home, Jiawei also sent me back home. Also sent me up to my house cos its so late already &I'm blurblur cos slept at his car. Hahahas! Damn comfortable sia :D Thanks Jiawei for everything today(: Was having fun, cos i first time go prawning. Let hang out another day alright? Taken some photo today ( at top ) ._." SLEEPING TIME MAN!!!

You're soo devil!

2009-10-08T17:24:00.010+08:00

Alex(: Cool right? Hehe!

Neber went school due to fever ):

Actually meeting Limin at 10.30am at rp.

But in the end 11plus den meet till her.

Cos fever den very blurblur& sleepy

due to something happen during morning.

I only slept for 1hour sia.

Really feel no mood to meet anyone,

but at home also nothing to do.

Bused down to rp mac. Eat my favorites,

Nuggets meal upsize with green tea NO ICE!& 6 curry sauce!

Hehehes. Fever still eat mac (:

This few day don know why keep eating macdonald.

Maybe make me think of someone bah? ._."

Walked down to 116 actually to meet Ice,

but fuck sia, she HEBEN WAKE UP YET! Knn!

Then walked down to sengkang sec shelter wait for Jialing.

Then went Mike house slack awhile.

3plus, Home Sweet Home :D

Hope that everything will be fine to you.

We're always in two different world.

But, i sitll love you.

Jealousy kills loves

2009-10-05T23:33:00.006+08:00

Kns, today early morning fucking tired sia!
Don't even feel like going school
but in the end still went luh,
cos guai kai mah(: hahas!
In class, study plus sleep. Hehe.
Haiya, see until so many word my eye will auto shup de mah.
Standard one luh! Math lesson, ponten!!
Bluff teacher that i eat too many fruit and keep going toilet.
Only ahhai will believe.
12.30 went blk 113 slack and buy cig.
Knn, me and Limin 1pm call Ice(buy cig people),
but she 1.45pm like that den reach 113.
Ccb! Then after we take the cig den just nice start raining.
Cb sia! We have to from there walk back to sengkang sec ley.
Cos Limin got her second paper at 2pm. Damn rush bodoh!
Bobian loh, bo ka lan just walk like that loh.
Wet like fucking god sia! Like just finish bathing loh.
Reach sengkang sec Limin went in den me and Jialing went smoke.
Kns, saw derrick. Okay, he was caring(: Hahas! I admit luh.
Don't know if he was scolding me or caring me luh.
He give me his bag ask me to cover my front.
Damn paiseh loh, so many people looking.
But don care luh, not first time anyway.
Black bar only mah, very nice to see meh?! Siao!
Blahblahblah... Skip luh..
Meet Limin after her paper, went to 224 slack awhile
den down to compass meet Abrel with Limin& Lynn.
Slack, smoke, chip chatted, jokes and blahblahblah luh.
10plus home sweet home.
Wooo! Fucking cold right now.
Going to my lalaland liao! BYE!

Limin, sister forever!

2009-10-05T00:00:00.004+08:00

Photo with Limin(:

Went working in the afternoon,

Bused down to hougang to meet Limin,

Junxiang& cs. Slack under block 919.

Eat fries, drink beer, smoke, chit chatted.

Awhile later, cs went meet his friends.

Then Junxiang also went to meet his friends at 644.

Left me& Limin. Sigh, nothing to do.

So both become really damn mad!

We keep take photo, even police car passby also don know.

Hahas, but lucky luh we neber smoke that time.

After that, both of us was tired so we sat down awhile.

Suddenly, a cat voice came across.

Kenasai, its sound like a baby is crying sia!

Then after the cat voice gone, a thing drop down! KNN!

Me& Limin scared until run away sia! Kns!

Damn scary loh, no people& its midnight somemore sia.

Ccb! Went to coffee shop sit awhile.

Then went bus stop sent Junxiang home.

We went to that block again.

Then went to see if there is really a baby crying or what sai.

In the end its becos second floor got cat.

Kns, sat there again to sleep.

7.30am, went back home sleep.

Life is so boring!

2009-10-01T23:01:00.003+08:00

Limin, Me, Lynn (:

Two crazy gay!

Limin& Me(:

School is as normal luh,
Went down 113 to buy cig.
Slack down there for awhile
den bused down to hougang 918.
Limin meet her boyfriends den all follow also.
Lols, den see her bf, cs play basketball&
badmintor loh. Nothing to do over there also.
8pm sent Limin to bus stop.
Accompany her to wait for bus 88
den back home.
Wah, today damn tired sia!
Tomorrow have school, after school have work.
Kns, don feel like working sia.. Lazy man!

I must be STRONG!

2009-09-30T22:20:00.012+08:00

Limin, Sanyuan& Me (:

Hey yo yo!!
Today im totally mad man!!
Actually im not a mad person,
but after being with a mad girl (Limin),
I also starting to get fucking mad! Hahahas!
Cabbed to school cos running late liao.
First lesson PE, PONTEN!
Was all the way with Limin at toilet smoking(:
Then bused to my ebs lesson.
Ohman! Was so focus sia! FIRST TIME LEY!
Recess time, actually planned not to eat
but in the end cannot tahan my stomach super hungry!
Then bused to toilet smoked.
Wah fuck sia! Got two people bathing inside the toilet.
Then at first we don know who so keep disturb.
Keep calling the two people inside bathing not to fuck.
But in the end ' the two people ' IS TEACHER MAN!
We were smoking and keep saying cb word all that sia!
But lucky luh, the two teacher damn good. Neber say anything.
Hahahas, still laught with us. Hohos!
Then bused to 113 after school to find Limin& Lynn.
Cb kena caught by police with one whole big group around 13 people like that.
So long neber kena caught by police liao.
Lucky we got keep cig sia arbo si liao loh.
Then bused to hougang slack with Limin& Lynn.
7pm Lynn went back home den left me and Limin.
Slack under block smoke and chip chatted.
Chat till half way went ntuc buy food and drink
den buy durian. Hahahas! Like pitnic sia!
Cb eat until half way saw cockroach. Flying cockroach somemore!
10pm, HOME SWEET HOME(:

Not i don't wish to give you any chance,
I have think of giving you chance by chance.
But, i know that i will hurt you more if i give you chance.
I'm really sorry boy.
But i can be sure of one things,
I still have feeling for you when you
stand right in front of me.
But currently i have to let it go.
I cannot think of this feeling anymore,
cos i know it will sure hurt you.
I will better hurt myself than to hurt you.
Please don't treat me so good anymore.
Please don't even forgive me of doing lan jiao thing to you.
NOT EVEN ONCE!

You're really so curel!

2009-09-28T04:17:00.009+08:00

I'm back from posting!
So many thing happen this week,
Jialing called me and told me that Limin run home.
I was working when she called so i didt care at first.
Off from work, called Ling.
& i started worry,
so quickly went back hougang put my bag
and went round hougang to just find her.
Its was already midnight 1am and im like a
mad girl finding her. Went here& there but could't found
her but found her boyfriends with all his friends.
Ask him, but he also don know.
So kept quite at first.
Sight, was so many problem.
But in the end she did went back after 2day
Don't know what the hack she did,
where the hack she went!
Fucking worry alright!
But everything okays liao luh.
HEYHEYHEY! LOW LIMIN!!
Don you ever dare to run home again!
I give you one tight slap if happen again!
UNDERSTANDDDD?!!!
Will just end here,
goodbyee(:

Feel that i'm the only one who care about
this relationship, the only one who wan to slove
all question/problem between us.
From the begining till now,
feel like i'm ' nothing ' to you.
I really wants to know what actually am i to you.
Sometime i was woundering,
' am i still your girlfriends?
are you still my boyfriends? '
Why? Why are you treating me fucking bloody cold?!
What the hack are you thinking?!

I love you to the max!

2009-09-20T00:38:00.015+08:00

So long neber relax myself already.

Went watch movie with Charles.
Watch ' Aliens in the Attic '.

Damn funny alright!!! :D

After watching went play arcape

den went hougang find Limin& his boyfriend

9pm, Charles went back.

I slack with them till around

11plus& HOME SWEET HOME (:

Wthout you, what the hack am i?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLAN!

2009-09-05T11:51:00.011+08:00

Today was the only day,

I feel that its all not over yet,

I'm not alone by myself.

Went to Alex house to celebrate his borther,

Allan birthday. He was't there at first,

due to working luh.

Actually don wanna to go over,

But Melissa keep asking me to go along,

so i went loh.

Keep drinking& drinking non-stop.

I'M DRUNK!!!

Melissa ask me to sleep first&

she will wake me up at 2am.

BUT SHE NEBER!!

3am Alex came back from work&

he wake me up while i having my sweetdream!

After ward, talked to him for few hour.

Till around nearly to 6am den both of us fall asleep.

Haha, feeling so comforable after talking to you everything.

Feeling so relax man!!

10plus, his sister wake me up for breakfast.

Was having so much fun with his father and sister.

After breakfast, went back home to sleep again.

I swear i won't give up so easily again!

ILOVEYOU (:

I miss you so much HAFIZ!

2009-09-01T23:51:00.007+08:00

28August2009,

31August2009,

SPORT DAY !! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA!

2009-08-23T02:12:00.007+08:00

After work,

Find Linda.

Slackslack with her&

Melissa till around 2am&

Home sweet home.

I will still love you no matter what

2009-08-21T22:20:00.015+08:00

Off today,
early morning stomach pain.
What the hell?!
So neber went school.
Off today.
Actually wanted to go watch
G.I Joe with Alex,
but he have to go for a run
so neber go watch ):
Stay at home till night
and feel so boring staying at home doing nothing!
So went to find Junseng slack.
So many thing happen on that day.
Junseng told me so manymany thing.
And finally,
I have decided what to do now!

I gonna make this relationship hard for me.

I got to let go, got to give up.

There's no point being with a person

that you don't even know his heart at all.
Talking with Junseng half way,
A group of guy came to talk to me.
Haha, they're so funny (:
Drink& drink till next morning and went to school.
Having head pain right now!

2009-08-03T02:08:00.006+08:00

♥ 3 August
You're mine finally (:

Working is as usual,
But today damn busy alright?!
I hate sunday!
Reach there,
Melissa suddenly call me.
&bring me somewhere.
Den make me shock!
See Alex parent!!
Scared me alright?!
They family went here to eat?
Ohmygod! Haha.
Melissa put me as Alex runner.
What the hell?!
So shy already still put me in his runner.
Don bother so much.
So busy till leg pain.
Off to break with Jobly& Junseng.
11.30pm, home sleep home (:

What the hell?!
Tomorrow schooling
but i now can't sleep?
Don feel like sleeping sia.
Mati luh!

2009-08-02T00:46:00.010+08:00

I wan collect all of Lee Min-ho file!!!

Collectted this (:

As normal,
Went working afternoon.
Working as kiosk.
Afternoon,
Went break with Joiby.
Ate curry rich.
NICEEE!
Off to kiosk again.
After kiosk off to drink drawer
den to runner.
Keep changing here& there.

2009-08-01T02:44:00.003+08:00

2009-08-01T00:52:00.006+08:00

After school off to work.
Wahseh!
Miss all my mac friends
damn lots man!
Saw Alex,
but did't bother to talk to him.
No point liking him luh.
I feel so dispointted of him ):
Went outside work ice cream.
Work half way,
Saw a actor!
CHEN HONG YU!
Ohmygod! Stupid of me sia!
Don't even know who is he
till he went away den remenber.
What the hell?
Damn HANDSOOOMMEEE sia!
He real person more handsome sia!
I with Lai Fen crazy after seeing him.
Hahas,
9plus off to do rnner inside.
Neber bother to talk to him.

2009-07-27T20:50:00.008+08:00

New Start,

Kanasai! Sick sia!
Morning got fever but still went

Punggol Park with Joey.

Then went home sleep awhile.

Thought that sleep awhile okays liao,
Then afternoon go work,
Then fever again.
Junseng say he sent me to see doctor.
But we went to eat, smoke, shop liao
Then go see doctor.
Kanasai.
Tomorrow sister birthday sia,
Then today sick?
Tomorrow how to celebrate?!!
Haish, but good luh.
Taken MC(:
SOOO HAPPY!!!
But 1-2week cannot drink cold water,
Eat oil food,
Eat not healthy food,
Or whatever blahblah luh.
Then i eat what? Glass uh?

Thanks uh Junseng,
So good of you (:
Next time buy you Michael Jackson album.

2009-07-26T03:37:00.000+08:00

As normal,
Cannot wake up today.
Cos no alarm clock,
my phone left it at mac.
Blur of me!
2plus going 3pm den went up.
Quickly prepare
& went work.
Waste money taking cab.
After work,
slack with Junseng they all
& home sweet home.

2009-07-25T05:56:00.001+08:00

Morning rain so heavily, so cool.
10plus den go school cos don wanna to get up from bed (:
12.30 relase, went slack with Lynn& Limin.
Then to work, working from 4.30pm to 2am.
So tiring. Reach home 3am liao.
So tired, going sleeping liao.
Byeee.

SUPERBOY (:

2009-07-18T23:22:00.006+08:00

Off today.
Stay at home keep watching ' Full House '
& sleep only.
Went downstair with mummy walk awhile.
But brought alots thing sia.
Reach home, contiue watch my ' Full House ' again.
Damn nice!
I WANT THE SONG!

I WON'T GIVE UP!

2009-07-18T00:53:00.006+08:00

After schooling,
went slack with Lynn, Limin, Jinghui, Weikian and many more.
Stupid Derrick!
Say me i nebermind,
But i really super hate people anyhow take my phone without asking!
SUPER HATE! & THAT YOU! DERRICK LOW!
Haish, forget it!!
Went work after that,
suddenly head so pain ):
Also don know what happen.
Then they keep say becos is ' he ' neber come,
Hahas! Maybe luh?
Stupid Hawyu disturb me whole day!
Kill him one day.

2009-07-14T12:54:00.009+08:00

Tired of liking you.
One chance also cant be given?

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Neber go school today,
cos morning my head SUPPER pain!
Going work after ward.
Nothing much.

2009-07-13T13:53:00.003+08:00

2009-07-12T01:23:00.002+08:00

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Went Malaysia to play& Shop.
So much fun (: