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michelle(:

Michelle, Sixteen.
Jiawei Love;

Still enjoying my last year of secondary life. I love my boyfriend more than anyone else. Dark chocolate and Green tea is definitely one of my favourites. Nine March One-Nice-Nice-Four is the day i'm born, Eleven October Two-Thousands-Nine is when i met my one and only guy. Nobody will ever ever replace him from my heart. Love my baby lots.


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Jiawei, Twenty one.
Michelle Precious;

♥ 111009; My One& Only
Sweet baby I love you for real. I can't explain just how I feel. You are to me a special love. Yet right now my heart is on fire. It burn in away. I can't explain. Completely different from other pains. It's sadness, yet joyful too. Devastated yet hopes crushed. Still strongly unbearable yet copes. I will never ever forget every moment of our memories, and no matter what will not break us apart. Baby I love you forever.









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Tuesday, April 20

Hey guys!
I'm back from posting again! (:


Is been a long time since i last post. 2 week got bah? Hmmm.. Nothing much to post. Actually, is getting some soft of lazy to post la. Haha! Cause everyday also soo busy. Seriously, 24 hour per day is really not enought for me. Why can't just change to 48 hour per day? Eh, but not extent for studying la. Haha! (: Did't went to school today again, woke up late cause my house phone keep ringing but i just close the door and continue my sleeping. Haha! Sighs, have to go see doctor and take mc for today again. Wonder doctor still will remenber me not hor? LOL. Waiting for baby call now, poor little baby leg injured. So careless!

Gym with Minyee and her baby yestheday @ Hougang Siwmming Complex. Wahhhh! Damn many muscles man siaaaa!! Big muscles with ang gong ( tattoo ) with it, ma jiang ah beng loh! Started our workout at 4.20pm and ended at 6.45pm then went for our showering. Shiock ley, that gym got hot water but the water like ma jiang one drop one drop slowly come down de loh. So irritating! After showering, back home with Minyee and her baby. Saw baby at downstair waiting for me, it since like he waited for a long time already. Lift up and halfway want to walk down the stair, saw the two crazy one ( Minyee & her baby ) climbing up the stair from 1 floor to 13 floor. Ask her why and she replied the lift spoilt, hmmm.. But i just take lift up only ley?.. LOL. Gonna to go pack some stuff now! (:

Baby.. This will be the only last chance i will give you. I would forgive you the next time if you do all those nonsense again to me. Nobody can tahan their own boyfriend to be a liar. Understand? I won't take your promise this time, i will only take your prove. Prove it to me that i really can trust you, if not you can just kindly fuck off from my life. Seriously, is this what you called ' serious & stable relationship '? If that the case, i must well we don't be together cause really hurt me alot. After last chance, everything is over get it baby? So please, don't let me disappoited again can? I love you baby.


♥ Love Jw
9:00 AM

Friday, April 2

Tired of telling, tired of caring, tired of worrying. Once again, i fall on to your trap. Your apology and whatsoever was all fake! Why you keep break your promise again and again? Why can't you just stop all your nonsense and be a good boyfriend? It's that really so difficult for you? I had already stop all my nonsense but why can't you stop too? Don't tell me you're use to it, don't tell me you can't change your bad habit. If that the case, i will also tell you the same thing. I had not yet change my bad habit of seeing guys, i had already use to it. Is that what you want? You told me to believe you, you told me to trust you again but now? I know that i can't trust your word anymore, everything was a LIE! Starting from now, i won't care for your feeling anymore since you also did't. I'll follow what you did to me. In that case, you then will know how is my feeling! I'll let you try it!


♥ Love Jw
12:25 PM

Monday, March 29

Just one word for today.

TIRED!

My heart is getting tired. Having high blood pressure. Enought of family. Enought of boyfriend. Leaving this house one day. I don't want to stay at this house anymore. Giving myself some break. Not going to care anyone feeling anymore. I get nothing in the end but hurts.


♥ Love Jw
7:27 PM



Morning had fever. Went to bed at 5am after waking my baby up for his work. Sleep for 13hour today, damn shiock! From 5am to 6pm. Prepared and bus-ed down to baby work place. Stupid 88 and86 let me waited for nearly 30min, make me late for meeting baby. Off to baby house after that. Waited for him to have his shower and car down to buy baby brother dinner for him den down to had Teow Chew Porridge for our dinner @ Kovan. After dinner, car down to Yishun Bridge to find Ee Jun& Hui Wen. Had some problem with baby half way of our conversation. Quarrel and back home. Don't wanna to say so much about him anymore. No use at all la, he won't change because of me anyway so no point saying much.

Notice something about what he did on the internet but i won't tell him nor waste the effort to go ask him anymore. I will just do what he did to me from now on. You see girl, i see boy, you flirt, i flirt, you won't think about my feeling, i also won't think about your feeling. Just what you did, i did back. If one day you found out that why i betray you, think you will know the reason why i will did all this. Because it's all you teach me, i just learnt from it only. Once third chance is given, i won't give another chance. I'll just do back the same thing to you. It's all by your own choice. What i see, don't tally with what you promised me.

All i want is someone to cherish & dote me


♥ Love Jw
1:39 AM

Thursday, March 25

Had fever yestheday morning. Sooo uncomfortable, feeling suck! Throat pain, head pain, giddy. Feel like calling ambulance, Haha! Text baby and tell him but he that piggy sleep until don't even know his phone is ringing. Idiot. Turn here and there but just could't sleep at all. I don't know why this few day i keep thinking of my baby so much. Miss him so much so much so much. His face keep just suddenly appear in my mind, my eye. Just like now while i writing this post, i still think of baby. Maybe i should go make one lens that got my baby picture on it. Hahaha. Got to go watch some video to make me awake, thinking should i go school today?

It's be the third day i have not went for school. Don't feel like going at all, nobody understand that fear of going to my that bloody school. Fuck the counseller! Kill her one day! For that past three year going to school is really very fun. But seriously, this year is the most suck year. Being stayed back every single day till 5pm or plus under the sun without any fun, don't you'll feel too unreasonable?! Really sick and tired of all her stupid nonsense and idea. She's the most suck people i ever since in this world (!!!)


♥ Love Jw
4:47 AM

Monday, March 22

First day of school, but did't went. Could't sleep at night till 8am after watch ' Down With Love ' then starting to get very very tired. Slept till 6pm, awake and prepared my stuff then bus down to baby worked place to wait for him to knock off. Waited for 30min. Meanwhile, log in facebook and look. Freaking irriating! My facebook got problem. Don't know what happen, added other people automatically. 60 new friend, but all not i added one. Stupid right? Gonna to delete my account already. Hehe, baby say he also delete his account and then we together go create one account. After baby knock off, went down to Night Concert @ Serangoon together with Eugene. Waited for Ee Jun and Hui Wen at the near by coffee shop for nearly 30min but still never come. So off to Yishun Bridge to wait for them. Chip chat-ed awhile and back home.

Baby loves you so much. You're the only one that i everyday meet also won't get any bored at all. You're my only boy in my heart. Muacks!


♥ Love Jw
11:12 PM



Early morning at 5am, went for bai bai @ Chua Chu Kang. All relative came down for " Qing Ming Jie '. At 7am, left to pray for my second sister and our grandfather and grandmother @ Old Hollen Link. All relative off down to have our breakfast after praying @ Sixth Avenue, the prawn noodle shop. Back home and take my stuff then bus-ed down to baby house to see him. Miss him la. Haha. Slept at baby house while he's working. 7pm, awake. Prepared my stuff and bus down to baby worked place. Sent a aunty back home and car-ed down to Yishun bridge to find Hui Wen, Ee Jun, Eugene, Celine& Dennis ( Ee Jun friend ). 11.45pm, home sweet home (:

Suck the feeling i feel just now. I'm not angry, but just have an very suck feeling. I want to trust my baby, but i don't know how am i going to trust. Maybe because i don't trust myself can let him stay by myside for so long. I did't want to think so much, but i just can't control. Baby don't ever let go of my hand. Hold on tighty. I'll never let your hand off from my hand. I love you, forever.


♥ Love Jw
12:01 AM

Sunday, March 21




Super cold today. Freezing right now. Staying at baby house since yestheday, sleep the whole day till 6.30pm then awake. Went take bus to Jalan Kayu at 9pm to find baby. Back to baby house again, waiting for him to bathed. Off down to 682 24hour coffee shop to buy our dinner. Meet -up with Hui wen& Ee Jun @ Yishun bridge and had our dinner there. Chip chat-ed and stuff. 12.30am, home sweet home (:

Baby, promise me. Never ever ever leave me. I want you to stay with me forever, for life. No matter what reason or whatsoever, don't leave me. I need you more than anyone else. You changed me, you took away my heart, you make me crazy over you, you make me think of you every single day, single hour. You, are my life. Without you, i might not be that ' me ' anymore. I might just lost control on myself. Lost everything. Baby you're my everything. Promise me okays?


♥ Love Jw
1:08 AM

Friday, March 19

Baby came to fetch me at 6pm after his work. Off down to Night Concept at Serangoon to put another stupid light at baby van. Stupid ass, keep putting lights. One day his van will surly become light shop loh. Went baby house waiting for him to finish his shower and off to Yishun bridge for some chat and stuff. Chip chat-ed with Hui Wen a lot while baby and Hui Wen boyfriend ( Ee Jun ) is making baby stupid van. Eugene and Celine came and brought us durian to eat. So good uhs?. 11.30pm, back home. Minyee suddenly text me asking me to go our house downstair for some chat& i went down. Clara was there also. Chip chat-ed for quite a long time. Haha, so many many funny thing la. All talk-ed nonsense! Lol. 3.30am, home sweet home.

Out of a sudden when i already dreaming for my lala land, Minyee text me asking me to go for a run with her cause something happen to her la. Skip skip :x Scare she alone anyhow think so went together with her. Job from our house to hougang park and take a rest. Had an heart to heart talk-ed with Minyee. Feel that me and her is almost the same. Sighs. 6.45am, Job back home from hougang park. I'm getting veryyy tired right now. Gonna to have a good rest (:

Baby, i'm sorry that i did't listen to you that i will go back early. Anyway, my mother also haben home yet. Nobody at home, how am i going to sleep or be at home. I'm hate being alone at home. So even if i went back early i also won't sleep what. I'm sorry, i did't mean it.


♥ Love Jw
8:30 AM

Thursday, March 18

Me to you bear, very expensive :D
MY FAVOURITE BEAR FOR LIFE!
Brought at City Plaza


Blue & Red




Here're photo taken yestheday with Limin at City Plaza shopping& my birthday present that baby brought for me on my birthday but was lazy to upload yestheday:x Haha. 2pm baby call-ed me and wake me up, actually i still wanted to sleep till 4pm then wake up. Mummy called me and brought me food. Had my bread for lunched cause not hungry at all. Fuck the weather! Actaully wanted to go down baby work place to find him but now.. could't go. Needed wait for him to come fetch me. Stupid rain keep rain and stop, rain and stop. Can you make up your mind? Want rain then rain, if stop then don't START again! Keep making me happy! Idiot. Gonna go had my shower now. Update again tonight (:

Miss you badly, my baby :x



♥ Love Jw
3:03 PM

Wednesday, March 17

Meet up with Limin at 12pm but end up 2.30pm then meet till her cause both were over slept. Damn freaking long did't went shopping with that siaocharbo liao, she still haben change her partner. Lol. Shop-ed at City Plaza. So many many cloth and stuff. Brought a shirt, trim my eye brow, hair colour extension and more. I extened 2bunch of blue colour& Limin extened 4bunch of red colour. ( Super ahlian, but we're good girl ). So many thing i wants to buy but not enough money. Idiot. Really gonna to find jobs liao. No choice. I needed money for shopping! Lauched at Kfc just opsite the shopping mall. Halfway walking to Kfc, i then notice that Limin rebonded her hair! Ohmygod, i'm so slow, so retarted:x She already rebonded for week, i think?. Hahaha, who carreeees! Smoke, chip chat-ed and back to City Plaza for some walked again.

Afterward, Limin went to work and i went to find Jialing at her house downstair waiting for baby to come. Knn, freaking suey! My slipper spoilt! Luckily Jialing lent me her slipper to wear back. Thank Ling, will return you soon. Car-ed down to baby house waiting for him to have his shower and watch televison together with baby. The show is damn funny! Jialing text me and say that she at sengkang 238 just near by my baby house and asked me to go down find her slack slack awhile. Anyway just near by& have nothing to do at baby house so went loh?. Long time did't see Squad le, he still the same la. So joker, so funny. Slack halfway Shanqi, Jingyan and Joram came. Sit-ed down and chat. 11pm, home sweet home.

Photo taken with Limin, but i'm too lazy too upload. Will upload tomorrow when i'm awake. Sorry uh, Limin. Tomorrow den take from my blog (:


♥ Love Jw
11:56 PM

Tuesday, March 16

Sucha a unlucky day today. Fever in the monrning, muscles ache, leg itchy, leg no strength. Idiot. What else next? Did nothing but sleep at home. Totally lazy like pig. Even take my handphone just right on top of me also lazy. Lol. 6.30pm, baby came to fetch me to have our dinner@ East Coast Park. Idiot, saw red cross people. Damn it, luckily there very dark they'll can't see me. Hahaha! After dinner, went down to Yishun bridge together with Ee Jun& Hui Wen. Playing mahjong at bridge. Hahaha! 11.30pm, home sweet home. Gonna to call-ed my baby now. Post tomorrow (:

I did't want to quarrel with you. Is you start it first. I just wanted to talk-ed to you properly but you just walk-ed away without saying a single word. & I did't lie to you at all, believe or not it's up to you. You said that we must have no secret that why i den tell you how i feel. If like that you also want show me stupid attitude den think next time don't needa to say so much already.


♥ Love Jw
6:24 PM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEXY EUGENE SEE! (:


Engeue learning in process..
All i cut one ley. Not bad right? (:
Engeue very sad, no prawn :D
Stupid baby very lazy!!
Bait!


Early morning at 6am, went for a morning run at my house nearby park. 7am, back home to take my stuff and change slipper den take bus down to baby house. Stand outside his house like idiot waiting for his mother to help me open the door cause no key and i knock the door for so long but nobody open the door for me ( knock too soft ). Sleep at baby house till 5.30pm in the evening. Watch television, waiting for baby to back home from his work-ed. Keep watch television till baby father is back and car-ed down to my house to take Eugeue birthday present den down to Pasamalum at Serangoon North to buy Twist Potato, Octopus, Salmon Pizza to Yishun dam to eat.

Eugene and Celine came after that, chip chat-ed awhile and off down to Farmway@ Paris Ris for prawning again. Three hour of prawning. Realy freaking damn pissed off! Stupid mosquito really feel like killing all of you! Bites me nine times! Now my whole leg is mosquito bites. Really getting to hate going there now. Hate the mosquito over there. Stupid stupid stupid! Mosquito, don't let me caught you, if not i will cut you all into piece. Half way when prawning, Eugene and Celine went to brought Macdonald to eat. Then Anne and her friend came awhile and went back. At 2.15am, back home. Washing my leg and put medicine on it. So itchy ): Having fever right now. My mother say is because of those mosquito bites. Idiot. Gonna to change my blogskin today.

I'm sorry if i'm too sensitive. But thats me. You can say i'm unreasonable. But still, thats me. Did't you notice since the day you know her, you were really that close to her? There's a limit. If you were me, you can confirm that you won't misunderstand anything at all? It's since like i everyday also will heard until her name. Up to you la, if you think it's normal den normal loh. If one day, i mean if, i have the same with you now, don't you dare to blame me!


♥ Love Jw
5:10 AM

Sunday, March 14


I'm still so freaking tired right now. Maybe is did't sleep really well this few day(s) bah. Played online games to keep myself awake. Today baby worked till 4pm only. So good, then can accompany me (: Just back from baby house and brought maggie mee Lor Mee favour ( my favourite maggie favour ). Siting down in front of my computer doing nothing. Waiting for my baby calls. I'm damn freaking bored. Wanted to sleep, but scare later could't wake up. Gonna to play my online games right now. Update my post tonight :x

Hui wen say want to go Bangkok on 30June to 2July. Asking me along. Still wondering should i join? $120 only, everything also add on sia. My mother don't know allow a not ley. Hope so la.



♥ Love Jw
1:07 PM

Thursday, March 11


HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY BABY! (:
LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP!

Not much picture today. Cause no time for photograph recently. Poor baby sick again. Did't went for school, so went to hougang poly clinic to see doctor with baby. Doctor ask me to go see x-ray tomorrow morning because i keep coughing. Idiot, i then don't want! After doctor, car-ed down to Farmway@ Paris Ris for prawning together with Ee Jun& Hui Wen. At first they luckily got alot of prawn, but in the end all sit down there doing nothing cause prawn all sleeping. Stupid, wasted time at there. Stupid baby at first say prawn for one hour den go back home eat his medicine. Liar loh! Still say until like so confirm like that. Go die la :x

Freaking pissed off, i kena bite by mosquito SEVEN time! Soo ITCHY right now! Ten time go prawning, ten time kene bite by mosquito. Next time i go there really need to wear just like mummy already. Use toliet paper wrap my whole baby. Lol. Prawn until 11pm and off down to Jalan Kayu to have our supper. Supper only for baby la, he that hungry pig. Can one day eat five meal. KINGKONG!


♥ Love Jw
1:24 AM

Tuesday, March 9

My dream Carebear birthday cake (:
Muackss!!
I love my baby


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE LEE ( me )! (:

Baby, thanks for what you've done for me (: So sweet of you. This's my best birthday i ever had. &&&& also not forgetting you guys, Ee Jun, Hui Wen, Darrel, Eugene, Celine& Anne. Thanks guys lots! Really have a lots fun today. Ohya, and also thanks for all the gift. Never thought that you'll were so that super good (:

Slept till 1.30pm, prepared my stuff and waited for baby to come fetch me. Went to compass point for some walked& shop. Brought Shusi. Off down to Punggol End to relax and also waiting time to past. 5pm, back to my house. Watch the scary video, ' In memory of Junko, The Girl Who Went through 44 days of Torture ' together with mummy. Only facebook have, you guys should watch it.

Eric& my sister came. All car-ed down to Chinatown to have our dinner at there. 8.45pm, down to Yishun dam. 10pm, cut my Carebear cake. Did't wanted to eat cause really freaking damn cute! Haha, but still eat la. Taken some photographs but all with Eugene. Needa to take from him. Chip chat-ed& stuff and home sweet home.


♥ Love Jw
1:38 AM

Friday, March 5





Nothing much today la. It's a boring day :x Awake at 2pm. Stay at home whole day to watch Next stop, Happiness till 9pm and off to take bus-ed to find my baby. Again, did't went for school, could't wake up on time. This week is the worst week. Five day of school but i just went for one day(s).


♥ Love Jw
6:44 PM

Monday, March 1

28 February 2010,

Awake at 12pm and off to 686 to find my baby. Attented baby avante club malay weeding. Fucking lots car! Car-ed down to Kallang afterward and have our lunch at Burger King. At first all action say don't want eat, very full but in the end all order till the table is full! And of cause the same goes to me la (: Lol. At around 5pm, Off to baby house and rest. Stupid baby watch his ' dou nu yao bu yao ' and i nothing to do, so sleep loh. 8.30pm, baby brought mee goreng at Jalan Kayu and went down to Yishun Dam to meet-up with Hui Wen and Eejun. Chip chat-ed& stuff.
home sweet home afterward (:

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Baby is Pokka drink model wors!
@ Kallang w/ Avante Club people

Gigi piggy!
@ Baby house
Stupid face!
Shot Gigi sleeping!
Cute uh?
Day dreaming uh?!
(:

Baby muacks! (:
Idiot baby act sleeping while taking photo.
Hehe!

Gigi (:
My Carebear grow hair!

Bullying my Carebear!

. . . .
27 Febuary 2010,
Went Far East to look out for a job and also to find Joey. Chip chat-ed with her awhile den Karen came. Off to find baby at 7pm. Went down to seragoon to attent my da jie younger son birthday. Taken ang bao but only one and also not much ): Afterward, back home to change and meet-up with Eejun and Hui wen for prawing at farmway. Half way when parwing, Eugene and Celine ( His girlfriend ) join us too. Car-ed down to Rivervale Plaza Macdonald to have supper. Back home at around 5am. Superrr damn tired -.-
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Eugene, Celine, baby, Hui Wen, Eejun
&Me ( Taking Photo )
@ Farmway Prawing
Prawning in triangle shape
Don't know who the hell idea is this.
Haha!
Engene learnting how to caught prawn.
PRAWN!



Shot baby!



Prawn bait.


Eejun& Hui Wen
Joey, Michelle& Karen
@ Fareast Plaza

Joey& Michelle
Unlimt-ed photo







Karen& Michelle




♥ Love Jw
3:14 PM